This is What I'm Going Through.

Can't Move On-Automatic Loveletter.

You build a heart
that's strong
Walls to last long
Its paper mache

You think the

battle's won

No use for shields
And guns
You'll need them now
That the lump takes a
home in your throat
With the words that
You're choking
as you try
To tell yourself its ok
Flying by time to gaze
But never face

You're stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling

But you cant move on

You feel like you're able to love past the moment

But you cant move on

Asking why asking why why i cant move on

You can't go please stay
No don't stay go
I'm left I'm right
I'm black I'm white

You ride a carrousel
round and round till
the sickness grows inside

that lump takes a strangling hold
squeezes tight till you're cold and tears run dry and where you once were worm now is tattered and torn crumbles and fades

You're stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling

But you cant move on

You feel like you're able to love past the moment

But you cant move on

Asking why asking why why i cant move on

Incomplete
Typical reaction
I can't get over over
Over you

This is how the story goes
Glory in the moment

You can't move on
cant move on
cant move on

oh i can't move on

You're stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling

But you cant move on

You feel like you're able to love past the moment

But you cant move on

Asking why asking why why i cant move on

xx.

ItsHardToMoveOn.

I Never Knew It Could Be This Hard

Its hurting me.

My heart is failing me.

I'm telling myself to stop.

Stop loving you more and more each day.

But it's hard.

It hurts too much.

I've fallen hard.

I didn't know I could be so weak.

I've never been so smitten with someone that doesn't love me back.

Why is this feeling so hard to conquer?

Each time I talk to you, it makes me fall for you even more.

But I don't want to stop talking to you.

I freaking LOVE you.

It's just gonna hurt me more if i stop talking to you.

I can't even tell you the truth.

I'm not afraid of rejection.

I've been rejected so many times that I'm used to it.

But being rejected by you would be hurtful.

And I don't want to lose you as a great friend.

I don't want to stop hanging out with you.

I don't want us to be awkward with each other.

So what am I going to do?

I'm going to keep quiet about this matter.

I'm not going to let you know.

Let me and the very little that know keep it as a secret.

Let me feel tha pain of seeing you with whichever girl wins your heart next.

Let me see you happy with her.

Let me see you smile at me because you know I'll always be there for you as your friend.

I Love You.

HeadOverHeels.♥♥

Why You? Why Now?

That feeling has come back to haunt me again.

Why now?

Why YOU??!!

I mean I know why, but how did I possibly fall for you.

Maybe you're you, thats why.

You're not afraid to show yourself to anyone and everyone.You're not the type of guy who likes to be egoistic and hide who you really are inside.

You don't brag about stuff.

You're you.

And I like it.

But how could I?

I know you, and you would NEVER fall for me.

Only looking at you can give me a smile on my face.

It hurts.

It really does.

This feels crappy.

I don't ever wanna lose you so why am I falling for you?

Why couldn't I have tricked myself into liking someone else before falling for you?

And now I'm completely lovestruck, but I don't know what to do.

You're a nice guy.

But I hate myself for falling for you.

I mean, ME and YOU??

Its never gonna happen.

Not ever.

Heartbroken.