here we go again.=S

for starters, no, i shall not introduce myself. well, maybe a little? harrumph. this is just because i'm so damn effin jobless. used to have a blog then i got bored of it. now i made a new one because i got bored since i had nothing better to do. so lame, i know. anywhoo, i'm seriously jobless now and i dunno whut to say. i'm very nice once you get to know me and every friendship is one that i treasure; well if that friend is sincere la. bloody two faced bitches can go bleed more. and the pervs can go look at a mirror and jerk off somewhere. it's verrryyy hard to find good frens these days. considering that i'm fat and ugly, most people straight away judge me coz of how fat and or ugly i am without thinking how nice of a person i can be. ohh, WARNING! i am a NERD. seriously. i love to read, and find educational articles on the internet most of the time and i love studying. that way i wouldn't get too bored with my half wasted life. i have great friends supporting me all the way, and dear friends from my old school who still keep in touch which i miss oh so very much.

i believe that "shopping is what makes a girl NORMAL." if you're those types of girls who don't like to shop; weii you got issues gurll. even guys can shop whatt. hahah. i have walls in my room filled with messages from loved ones. end know whut? most of them wrote "don't die soon" and "stay alive" and "i need u in this world".. like AWW!! made me feel like one of those characters in some story that would go like "you love me! you really really love me!" PAHAHAH. i'm a very family kind of person. i just love spending quality time with them. especially when my cousins are around. i love them very much. same goes to my beloved friends. wow, see? i am just too jobless. cakap taknak introduce myself. tapi panjang berjela cerita.

i cannot live without music. it's a part of my life. love singing and dancing. ohh and playing the piano too. i can only play the spongebob themesong on the guitar and the bass for famous last words. *sob* i am so proud of myself for achieving that; NOT. okay i should so stop.

conclusion is, i'm a fat & ugly orphan who shops, sings and dances. and oh, i care for people too.<33