exam stress, family problems, post breakup problems, friends not telling me anything problems, study stress, and a whole lot more. those things have turned me into someone even i myself don't like. i'm still keeping the post about fat people coz i know somehow many people feel the same. and it's not only fat people who feel this but somehow i wrote mainly about fat coz i was so hurt yesterday by something. you get what i mean. even skinny and normal sized people get hurt too. and it's not only a size issue, even homosexuals get the same problem. or the not so wealthy.
well, had a stressful math paper today. DAMN IT WAS SO HARD THAT I THINK SOME PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE SHIT IN THEIR PANTS. okay, not THAT hard. but still; VERY HARD. est was okay but the essay part pretty confusing ey? HAHAH.XD
after a while of thinking, you're never right. i mean even when you start thinking you are, think twice and there will be a mistake. unless you're talking academically la. even i feel that i make a whole lot of mistakes everyday. well, for instance, i don't even realise when i've hurt somebody. but now i do la. HAHAH. but i try not to hurt people anymore as hard as i can.
truth is, when i first went to Hartamas school last year, i wanted to be friends with many people. no, not be popular but have friends la. friends to spend good times with and not talk bad about people behind their backs. but being the new girl, i didn't know who clicked and couldn't click with who. but i was friends with both parties. then without realising the truth about it, one party would ask me what the other party and they would start making rumors and add a lot of horrid things that i did not say about the other party but put the blame on ME. that's how i make enemies in life. by NOT NOTICING it. that's why now i try to be ever so careful with what i say to who after knowing who's friends and not friends with whoever else. LOL. did my homework much? social homework that is. now i keep all these secrets to the most trustworthy person i know, ME. and sometimes my brother but that's a whole other story.
well, back to the point of my blog title. i WAS praying for tomorrow to be a better brighter day but JENG JENG JENG... they changed the exam timetable. now it's all the way until 22nd may!!!!! gila lama kan. and tomorrow is ONE paper. just ONE PAPER. after recess at around 12 something. and it's all objective. what is the point we go to school i ask you? haih.
anywhoo, by the time i have nothing to post in my blog i'll do the friend tributes again. who knows, it might be you?;p
anyways, i started downloading instrumental or minus one versions of the songs i like that i think i sound nice with. and for fun, i'll resord myself singing. and if i like them i might send them to my closest friends. i only dare to embarrass myself in front of them. HAHAH. i love those people.
ohh guys you know what choclo is? for some reason in means CORN in some other language. but i like saying it! say it with me CHOCLO CHOCLO CHOCLO. HAHAH. seriously examination stress can do stuff like this to me! and onions are CHEBOLLA! so you say it with me bebeh! CHEBOLLA CHEBOLLA CHEBOLLA!!x)
there are a lot more but i don't think i remember them. HAHAH.
ohh ohh to MIRA :
well byebye then!;p
alishchoclo.(alicecorn...wtf?)
xxoo~
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