Sayang.

I constantly ask myself how I could survive without having a special someone to love me and me loving him back. After a long period of reconciling myself, I found the answer. The answer to how I could go through so much pain and depression but tend to lift myself up so quickly. It is because of them. My family, my friends. 

Without them, I don't think I could have been comforted through all my misery.

Without them, I don't think I could have the strength to smile right now. 

Without them, I don't think I could cry tears of joy when I think of how they've always been there.

Without them, I don't think I could have ever figured out the true meaning of love.

Without them, I don't think I could be alive and well right now.

Without them, I would not be the grateful person I am right now.

So thank you, Mama, Affendy, Nashrina, Sabira, Nadya, Arshad, Johan. You guys are all I need in this world to make me feel secure about my life. I promise to be there whenever you need me.

I love you guys.

xxoo,

AdyyIskandar.♥♥

*JatuhlahEgoAkuSekejap*

To New Beginnings.

Okay the title for this blog post sounds so TV show title. LOL. Anyschmoos, I'm here today to tell you about how happy I am with life.

I love my family because only god knows how much more I can love them and my dear, dear, friends. I think I have found almost all the friends I need including old friends. I love you guys so much.

My post seems happy, no?

We all know Alice. And we all know her life ain't perfect. So I'll start rambling now. If you had an ex-boyfriend who wanted to know if you still loved him, or some stalker girl who wanted to know if you still loved him; How much more desperate can you get. Based on what I recently experienced, like a FEW MINUTES AGO, I have come up with two possible theories;

1. The ex-boyfriend created an email account disguising himself as a girl and added me on MSN; asking me stuff about whether I do still go out with him and if I still love him and stuff. Despite that, if it were not him, what kind of guy who was going for some girl would tell her that I dumped him because of his attitude. (mind you, i do not remember. It's been months la, you infant.) If you wanted to know if I still loved you, its actually pretty simple. Ask me face to face rather than try to dig up secrets that I think I have let go a long time ago. We're at an age where we can think at a more mature stage and solve problems as adults. This is clearly very childish and kinda unacceptably stupid.

2. There IS a stalker girl who is madly in love with the ex-boyfriend but is so childish to think that after I still love him even though we have OFFICIALLY ENDED our relationship MONTHS AGO. So she asks me questions like whether I do love him and stuff after I told her "He is a nice guy la. Don't worry, I do not still love him what so ever. Go for him. :)" Note that I did use a smiley at that. How more convincing do you want me to be for you to ask me whether I'm SURE or NOT.

The conclusion is, whoever the culprit is, this is a very childish way of asking such questions to someone. Seriously, I broke up with him months ago. No more feelings what so ever. Dude, I don't know if other people have noticed, but its about time we all kinda start growing up. Solve situations like this like adults. Acting childish is fun but it certainly has its limits. And c'mon man, if you and your ex had broken up MONTHS ago, and you were the one who dumped the ex; I ask you, "would you have moved on already?" Duhh, I THINK SO.

This is Alice Adrianna giving you(that person in particular) a tight bitch-slap.

P/S: Nedi, you see what problems we face? Grrrr.

xxoo,

AdyyIskandar.♥♥

*THANKYOULOVELYPEOPLEFORALWAYSBEINGTHEREFORME*

Traumatizing, Tiring, Totally Fun Day.

Today I woke up at 1 and Mukhsin and Mukhlis were in my room. Terkejut ok. Waking up to two very awake little cousins and straight away makan lunch.

Maid pissed me off today. Dah naik lemak. Stubborn because we're too nice to them. Got message from nadya to be ready by 3pm to go to Farhana's house. I was ready at 3pm and Nadya texted that we were going about 4pm. Left the house at 5pm plus plus. We were caught in a jam for THREE FREAKING JOBLESS HOURS. This is what happened in Nadya's CLM (Cute Little Myvi) a.k.a CIK BUBBLE throughout the three hours:

• The occasional nose picking.
• I stared at car rims as usual.♥
• Nadya was trying to avoid the really big lorries that tried to cut her queue.
• We ate 3 mints each. One for each hour. One Hawaiian mint, two Eclipse mints; Each.
• Nadya cried in the car. The jam was FRUSTRATING!!
• Brains went cuckoo and we were so jakunated by Kings of Leon's Use Somebody and sang along.
• Nadya waved to some guys in the next car when they looked and laughed at us. WTF. They looked like the "Honk if Your Horny" kinda guys. Yes, Nadya went cuckoo.
• Mama called me once at 6pm and I said I was on the way to Farhana's.
• Mama called again at 7.30pm thinking I was on the way home when I was STILL ON THE WAY TO FARHANA'S! AHAHAHHAHA.
• Nadya forgot how to park when we reached Farhana's. She got it eventually.(:

We got to Farhana's house when it was already a closed house. GEDDIT? LOL. At least we got to eat the delicious CHOCOLATE CAKE omg gila nice. And nasi beriyani with daging. SEDAP SIAL.

We wrote in the guest book. Heheee.

Remember Naddy Naddums. Our company; SATISFACTION GUARANTEED™♥

Anywhoo, we had fun talking. Hehee. And I superlove Farhana's mom's angpau envelopes. So cute!

Well, we headed home at about 10pm. I think. I don't remember. Hahah. Got myself a Large McValue Meal Fillet-o-Fish and a Chocolate Sundae. YES, just for that Coca-cola cup.(:

I do not eat fries.

I do not drink soft drinks.

So I gave my fries and coke to Naddy Naddums.

Oh BTW, if you're wondering what I'm currently doing; I'm listening to Shakira's She Wolf and memorizing the lyrics. It's a Nedi-Edi-Sebi thing. Or is it Naddy-Adyy-Sabby thing. Something like that la. AHHAHAHA.;)

I'm kinda getting over him, thanks to a certain someone.;)

Hehee.

I AM CONTENT.

xxoo,

MoonBloomShakalakaNightingale.♥♥