Mixed Emotions; Irrational Confusion?

Frustrated. Hurt. Happy. Sad. Confused. Disappointed. Smitten. Unsure. Insecure. Huge. Sulky. Idiotic. Scared. Worried. Lazy. In conclusion; unsatisfyingly stupid? ALWAYS.

Gonna get a gray persian cat soon. For free. Not a kitten but that works. 

- Come to KL quick. Both the Sarawakian and Kelantanese before I lose my mind. 

- Need more friends. Still love present friends. Need to hang out more with everyone. 

- Feel very much related to AzzaMunchies. 

- Want to go to Italy, France and Switzerland. 

- Need to be more sociable. Need to TRY to be more sociable. 

- Must figure out ambitions and goals. If I have any.

- Anxious to move to new house.

- Need to sell basically everything we own in this house; interested?

- Need more  s  p  a  c  e  in diary. Too much writing.

- I wouldn't mind being imprinted with someone who would actually guard me with his life if that's what imprinting is about.

- Must get laptop fixed A.S.A.P

- Deaest old friends, let's all hang out? SSPians. SSASians too. TKCians. Ianians.XD

- Improve my Chinese.

- Must figure out why i type more than what I plan to show to everyone.

- && most importantly; must stop crying over nothing.

But darling, you're so out of reach. How could I possibly love you for that?

I musn't trust you, you, you, you and you. Enough you(s)? Definitely.

Stop racism, sexism, and any negative ism,

aliceadriannasabki.

xxoo

P/S: Told you I'm all mixed up and confusing right now.

Sisters Day Out.

I have decided to go to college only in July. Need more time to think about what course I wanna take. Brother's no help, tells me to be a Chef or CARPENTER. Wth kan.XD

So we got this temporary driver. I was fortunate to squeeze in the line to use the driver to send Azza and I to the KTM station. Since there were other plans on Mama or Affendy's minds, I couldn't go farther than that. Sorry Michelle! Tomorrow kay? nothing on my agenda then. Besides the job interview but whatever. Shall pass it to your sister when you're still sleeping or something. We went to Mid Valley. At first we wanted to watch Wild Child. Later on we found out that the both of us wanna watch that Thai movie, Hormones. Sounds gross, no? It's actually about teenagers who fall in love for the first time or something. Sadly, there were no international screenings today so cannot watch. Besides, too many people were lining up there so we decided to walk around.

I pierced my ears. The second piercings near both earlobes. 12 bucks, whatever. It was hard to remember what it was like when I first pierced my ears coz I was 4 years old at the time. All I remember was that there was ONE tear in my eye when it was done. When my ears were pierced just now, it felt like my ears were being stapled. Tak sakit sangat la. Hahah. 

We went to MPH and bought the same journal. She bought two malay novels and i bought an english novel for 9 bucks mannn. Yeah the rejected box mann. Nice stories they have there. Was looking for Wuthering Heights actually. All that talk about Heathcliff and Cathy in Eclipse and Breaking Dawn made me curious about the book. GUESS WHAT??!! it was SOLD OUT! GRRRR. Nevermind tomorrow I go to Hartamas Shopping Centre go look for it at Times Bookstore la. Haih.

Tomorrow got job interview at Topshop mann. Nervous, but hey, it's worth a shot. I was hoping they would have international screenings tomorrow so I could watch the movie with Azza tomorrow. *prays*

We walked a LOT and bought stuff and all. Ate lunch at Super Sandwiches. NOT BADDD. Anywhoo, went to Toys R Us to check the price of Taboo. RM89.90. Takpe lah next time can buy. Bila ada sale on that specific game. HAHAH.

Okay I'm tired, sleepy, and smelly. Gonna go take a shower then continue reading coz I'd probably be fresh by then. 

BYEBYE.

P/S: Priya babe, THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAINNN. 

xxoo,

Alice Trevino.

Did I mention that Michael Trevino is the ultimate hottie in my mind right now? Ciao Pow.

Bewildering Secrets & Imprisoning Lies.

Ahh screw the title. Though I would like to say ONE thing related to it. I've realized that keeping all my secrets to myself and hiding my feelings in front of everyone has led me to lying about my life. Okay whatever, lets not get all emo. Even though I feel hideous, useless, stupid and used in a way. :(

I'm here to talk about my laptop crisis.....NOT. Let's just start off and see where I end.

As you can see, I haven't blogged for a LOOOOONG time. Not only has the long post I have been telling you about been deleted accidentally, my laptop is also giving me many problems. Thank god I have an understanding not-so-little brother who has allowed me to use his computer for the time being. The sad part is, most of my saved files, pictures, songs, bookmarked pages and stuff are all in my laptop. I guess after so many years of serving me with unlimited durations of time has made my laptop tired. Doesn't make sense, I know; but hey, I have a wide range of imagination.(:

Here are a list of things I remembered to blog about:

1. Twilight

One day, I followed Hari to Mid Valley to buy the cloth he needed for prom. Watching Twlight wasn't one of our plans but to kill time, we decided to watch it anyway. I liked it. Really, I do. BUT; it was kinda disappointing. I mean, obviously the book was better. Everytime there's a movie adapted from a book, the book is always better. Honestly, how many of you people who think that the movie sucked can put that thick book into a movie with a duration of 2 hours at the most? C'mon man, the book itself takes quite sometime to read; no matter how engrossed you are in it. No offense la. Just pointing out that even though it was a disappointing movie, I'd give it an "A" for effort. It was kinda nice la in a way.

2. Anwar's Party

The day of Anwar's party, I was pretty much ready for it. The outfit, the present, the accessories and most importantly; the mood. I went to hari's house to get ready at around 5 something when I realized that my dearest maid forgot to pack my green stockings in my bag! I would've packed the bag myself if I weren't helping mom with some stuff around the house. Mark was supposed to meet us at the Bangsar LRT Station before we headed off to Anwar's place. Luckily, Mid Valley was nearby and I could grab a pair of socks at Soxworld before leaving for the party. When we arrived at Anwar's, Michelle was already there, so was Marcia. Nadira arrived with Kavitha the same time we arrived so we said hello to everyone and went inside. The party was awesome. Anwar and his friends did "The Hustle" and Michael Jackson's "Thriller" dance. A few of us joined them when they were doing "The Hustle". Yeah, I actually learned something at a party. The food was good, made some new friends and stuff. It was cool. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I didn't give Anwar his present yet because I didn't wrap it? LOL. Message to Anwar: I'll give you your present the next time I see you.(:

3. Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Went for potluck lunch at Pah Cik's house. Met the relatives after quite some time. Had 2 cows at our house which were slaughtered and divided for the "Orang Asli" that mom's Organization was sponsoring. The cows were hard to get out of the truck. They made funny funny noises. LOL. Anywhoo, we ate the daging korban in the end when mom's friends made beef soup. Mmmm goood.(:

4. PROM.

Prom was AMAZING; my feelings? Not so great.=(

Everything about prom was fantastic. Except how I felt that night. I hated how I looked, I hated the fact that I didn't have a date, I hate the fact that I was feeling like that. LOL. But still, I was happy that I got to enjoy prom with my closest friends who I love ever so dearly. The prom committee did an awesome job in making the prom a success. A huge THANK YOU to them!:D

Everything went well. But knowing me; the fast beat dancing was the best part of all. I pitied and was worried about Gan at first. He was feeling dizzy and had a headache coz of his contacts. We followed him to go get some air outside ; PLUS there was no panadol in sight. Anywhoodles, I dragged him to the dancefloor coz to me, dancing takes your mind off whatever you're feeling or thinking about at the moment. Apparently it worked somehow. He dances really good while having a headache; no kidding! Oh, congrats to the people who received awards that night.(:

5. AFTER prom.

This is not DIRECTLY after prom. And neither is this about an after party or something. This is about me, Syaza and Mira's bold idea of going out for a walk at 3am. We were walking out of Renaissance; 3 girls who were clueless on their next destination. A Korean lady approached us and told us that she was in KL for one day and asked if she could join us to wherever we were going. We were quite scared at first but agreed that it was okay for her to tag along. Her name was Bora Kim and she seemed nice; but we were still cautious about her actions. She decided to go to the cafe in Concorde where we decided to go to as well since there were scary-looking men outside. We ordered a few drinks each and Bora ordered a large portion of Fish and Chips. Watching to much television got us to assuming that we would be her victims to pay for her food in the end. She told us a little about herself and we found out that she was 26 and a elementary school teacher. Suddenly, this drunk old malay guy stood behind my chair and this is more or less what happened:

Drunkard : How are you girls?

*Silence*

Drunkard : I asked you a question. How are you girls??!

Us Girls : Fine.

Drunkard : So you're fine, you're fine, you're fine and you're fine?! (points at each one of us)

Us Girls : Hmm.

Drunkard : You think I'm trying to be funny is it??! All I asked you was one question. I'm not trying to be funny, ok? I have my friends over there, ok? I'm hungry. And I want to eat before I go to sleep, OK?

Us girls : K.

*Drunkard leaves.*

FREAKAYYY. Anywhoo, Mira, Syaza and I got sleepy so we decided to pay for our drinks and head back to Renaissance. And you would never have guessed this but Bora told us that she would pay for our drinks!:D

Thanks, Bora. We walked back with Syaza and I holding umbrellas while Mira had her taser. Some stupid ass guys did the awul rempit calling sound and asked us if we wanted a ride but we ignored the. IDIOTS. =.="

Went back to the room and lepak with Nadira since she woke up. Went to Mira and Syaza's room and ended up hanging out at Ozair, Sarkaaj, Saveen, Rashid, Julius, Kok, Jun Cheng, Wai Hoe and Ganesh's room. Dunno if that's all but yeah, we went back to the room at 6.30 and TIDURRR. It's also quite funy how I only got to talk to a few people only after prom. As in I haven't even talked to them in school before, but talked to them after prom. LOL. Nevertheless, they are still nice and pretty cool people. The next day, we checked out at about 1pm and headed home.(:

6. Penang

Okay so Mama, Popo Aliya, Aunty Mariam and I went to Penang yesterday for our "expensive dinner". Well, here's the thing, one of Mama's company was celebrating their 45th Anniversary so they decided to organize a special dinner for the company. It was an expensive dinner because we had to pay for return tickets Kl-Penang-KL plus hotel room lagi. LOL. Well it was kinda nice for a company event. Leonard Tan was FUNNYY. AND gila talented! Mama and Aunty Mariam was sitting at the VIP table so I sat with her sister. Leonard sang to her. LOL.

The next day, we woke up EARLY coz we were gonna eat breakfast early and check out early since we were going sight seeing. Hahah we didn't manage to get mcuh sight seeing done, but shopping; YES. Last minute also got laa. Don't playplay mann. We needed 2 extra trolley bags to pack what we shopped for. Ate at this fancy pishposh restaurant called ThirtyTwo at The Mansion. Sedap WOOO. Carrot soup, lasagne de something i forgot how to spell, and butter and bread pudding. Mmmmm. Aunty Saisunee and Aunty Angela were the ones who invited us for lunch and I got to try a bit of Aunty Saisunee's Toffee Cake. SEDAPPP. Anywhoos, went to the office and looked around.

Seriously speaking, i like the houses in penang. CANTIKKKKK. I wish KL had houses like those.

We reached the airport, checked in and asked for 2 wheelchairs for Mama and Popo Aliya. Boarding time was at 3.50pm, but the wheelchairs never came even at 3.40 when we already walked to the gate. Blablabla yaddayaddayadda, sat next to 2 minahs in plane. They were being so stupid. I was reading Eclipse and they were looking and complaining in Malay as if i tak paham. BODOH. I called the steward and asked for a drink; in MALAY. Amek kau! They shut their traps all the way to KL. I did get my peace and quiet. :D

Reached there, said bye to Aunty Mariam. Mak Yang was stuck in a jam so we waited for about 30 mins and she arrived.

THAT was nice. HAHAH. I let out everything I've been wanting to post.(:

Penang was just a plus though.

BTW,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRA!!!!<3

(Gambar later on when my laptop is fixed)

Intermission.

So I was bored today and was damn malas to continue typing my ideas in this other post that i'm working on.

I went to a few good joke websites and I came across some jokes that I thought were funny.

Read if you're rajin enough la.(:

ENJOY!!

Spelling Poem

Eye halve a spelling chequer

It came with my pea sea

It plainly marques four my revue
Miss steaks eye kin knot sea.

Eye strike a key and type a word
And weight four it two say
Weather eye am wrong oar write
It shows me strait a weigh.

As soon as a mist ache is maid
It nose bee fore two long
And eye can put the error rite
Its rare lea ever wrong.

Eye have run this poem threw it
I am shore your pleased two no
Its letter perfect awl the weigh
My chequer tolled me sew.

Good Writing Advice

In promulgating your esoteric cogitations or articulating your superficial sentimentalities and amicable philosophical or psychological observations, beware of platitudinous ponderosity.

Let your conversational communications possess a compacted conciseness, a clarified comprehensibility, a coalescent cogency and a concatenated consistency.

Eschew obfuscation and all conglomeration of flatulent garrulity, jejune babblement and asinine affectations.

Let your extemporaneous descants and unpremeditated expatiations have intelligibility and voracious vivacity without rodomontade or thrasonical bombast.

Sedulously avoid all polysyllabic profundity, pompous prolificacy and vain vapid verbosity.

If you are really interested to know, the above means: "Be brief and don't use big words."

The Water Closet

A certain English lady visited Switzerland and was having difficulty finding a room, so she asked the local schoolmaster to help her. After a satisfactory room had been found, she returned to her home and did some packing.

Suddenly, it occured to her that she hadn't noticed a W.C. (in England, the toilet is called a Water Closet), so she wrote the schoolmaster about the W.C.

The Schoolmaster, not knowing the meaning, asked the parish priest and together they decided that it must mean "Wayside Chapel." He wrote her the following letter:

Dear Madame,

It is my pleasure to inform you that there is a W.C. just 9 miles from your home, in the center of a grove of pine trees. It seats 229 people, and it is open on Thursdays and Sundays. This is an unfortunate situation if you are in the habit of going regularly. You will, no
doubt, be glad to hear that some people bring their lunches and make a day of it.

I would especially recommend Thursdays, for then there is an Organ accompaniment. The accoustics in the W.C. are excellent; even the most delicate sound can be heard.

My son was married in the W.C. and there was such a rush for seats that 10 people had to sit in the same seat. The looks on their faces were very interesting.

My wife is sickly but dedicated. She doesn't go regularly, and she hasn't gone for nearly a year.

I will be glad to reserve a seat in the W.C. for you, where you will be seen and heard by everyone.

Hoping I have been of some assistance.

Sincerely yours,
The Schoolmaster

The Difference A Little Punctuation Makes

Dear John:

I want a man who knows what love is all about. You are generous, kind, thoughtful. People who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior. You have ruined me for other men. I yearn for you. I have no feelings whatsoever when we're apart. I can be forever happy - will you let me be yours?

Gloria

Dear John:

I want a man who knows what love is. All about you are generous, kind, thoughtful people, who are not like you. Admit to being
useless and inferior. You have ruined me. For other men, I yearn. For you, I have no feelings whatsoever. When we're apart, I can be forever happy. Will you let me be?

Yours,

Gloria

Your Everyday Confucious Jokes

Confucious say: Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.

Confucious say: Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.

Confucious say: Man who love and loses, have not right lawyer.

Confucious say: Man who pushes piano down mineshaft get A flat miner.

Confucious say: Man with one chopstick go hungry.

Confucious say: Man who put head on railroad track get splitting headache.

Confucious say: Man who scratches backside should not bite fingernails.

Confucious say: Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.

Confucious say: Man who stand on toilet high on pot.

Confucious say: Crowded elevator smell different to midget.

Confucious say: He who eats too many prunes, sits on potty many moons.

Confucious say: Man who make love to girl on hill...he not on level.

Confucious say: Honeymoon over when man who whispered sweet nothings before now say nothing sweet.

Confucious say: Man who jumps through screen door likely to strain himself.

Confucious say: Man who drive like hell bound to get there..

Confucious say: Marriage is like game of poker. You start with pair and end with full house.

Confucious say: People who make Confucius joke speak bad English. 

Funny Answering Machine

(MONEY)

Hi. This is John: If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money.

(AMNESIA)

I can't come to the phone now because I have amnesia and I feel stupid talking to people I don't remember. I'd appreciate it if you could help me out by leaving my name and telling me something about myself. Thanks.

(NOW; LATER)

I can't come to the phone now, so if, well, actually, I CAN come to the phone now, I mean, like, I'm at the phone NOW, recording this message, but I'm doing this NOW, while you're listening to it LATER, except for you I guess it's NOW, like, when you're listening to it... I mean, like, wait, gosh. This is so confusing.

I wanted to post Yo Momma jokes as well but then there are too many nice ones.;p

OKAY end of jokes. LOL. I just can't post the other entry yet because I'm thinking of what to wear for Anwar's party. Hmm GREEN & RED, GREEN & RED, GREEN & RED..... Any ideas, people??? Hahah I feel pathetic.

Okies byebye.(:

XX.

OHHH P/S: this is a shoutout to Wunnie. She wanted me to say stuff bout her for her profile thingy so here goes.

Wunnie is funny, Wunnie is cool. I've never really met her, though I've seen her once at tuition. We never talked in real life, but she's really nice. Pretty pretty girl. Takes nice pictures.*jealoussss* And always a good friend to those who are her friends. Cute, nice, pretty, friendly; Wunnie is a good friend.(babe jom lepak one day?XD)  (:

okay now byebye; for real.

XXOO.

The Courteeners.

So currently I'm in LOVE with The Courteeners. They're a British indie band though I'm not completely in touch with the indie side of the music world that much. Its just the way they present their music I guess, I dunno. Forgive Durden ain't that bad either. The title of this post actually has nothing to do with The Courteeners. 

Did I tell you that I managed to change my two kittens' names and leave it that way for the last time. Most of you probably don't know this but I adopted a white kitten a few months ago and after my house was flooded, a black and white one came to us so we took her in. At first the white kitten's name was Sweet Pea before adopted and I changed it to Snowflake. Unfortunately, living with maids who pronounce it like this "Se No Plek" is quite annoying so I changed it to Katt. After we found out that Katt was in fact a MALE kitten, I left the name as Katt and waited till I had the perfect name for him.

The black and white kitten was initially named Spotty. When we found out that it was a FEMALE kitten, I waited for the right name to pop up in my mind. Aunty Fareea came over one day and since we were bored, we thought of names for them. In the end, we named them Casper and Cassie. The names are short, sensible, and they respond to their respective names which made me relieved that we finally got them proper names. Even though my maids call them "Per" and "Sie", They finally got the hang of adding the word "Cas" in front of the kittens' names. THANK YOU, GOD.

Despite what I just told you, this wasn't the point of this post. We'll get to the main point now.

OKAY, believe it or not, I NEVER watched The Game Plan ever since it came out in theatres until YESTERDAY. Can't blame me though, I used to be such a sad person leading a sad and horrific life. 

ANYWHOOOO, in the movie, Peyton had a Bedazzler right?? That's EXACTLY what I wanna have! It's SO COOL. I mean, she may be a kid and all but people use it. No, no, my mistake. GROWN people use it too!! 

To those who do NOT know what a Bedazzler is, it's like a sewing machine/stapler used to fasten rhinestones, studs and patches to material, clothes and accessories like phones or cameras and all. It's been out since 1970 and it's NOT SOLD in Malaysia! UGHHHH!!!

Being a lover of all things with BLING, I feel so disheartened that they don't sell it in Malaysia. So whoever goes overseas and wants to get me a souvenir, "get me a Bedazzler please?" If it's too expensive for you then I'd pay you back for it. Ngeeheeeee.

I mean, all this while I wanted to crystalize my phone and camera and laptop and even some of my clothes and stuff, I thought it would be so ma fan to do it with super glue and them little crystals one by one and if got one mistake then bu hao kan liao. I WANT A BEDAZZLERRRRRRRR.

I need to blingify my things with ease, in peace and full of jakunism.

I totally realize that I like using chinese terms in my sentences now. I mean I do it a lot at home, but not outside. I dunno why though. Hahaha, malu laa. I'm seriously scared that I make a terrible mistake and people start laughing at me. 

THIS, my friends; is the amazing Bedazzler:

They even have a MINI Bedazzler! 

I just remembered why I'm adding Chinese to my sentences. Mom's been telling me to speak Mandarin more often because we're going to Lan Zhou to visit her 4th aunt. I CANNOT WAIT to go. Winter here I come!

On to 90210. I've finished watching all 11 episodes of the show but I am so pissed that there are more episodes but they're only gonna be aired in JANUARY! AHH the long wait.

I have to say despite the fact that Navid Shirazi is a nerd, he and Adrianna Duncan make such a cute couple! I mean, him paying for her rehab and not changing his feelings towards her since the 7th grade even though she got involved with drugs. He is totally the perfect boyfriend. And I dunno about you, but I think he's kinda cute in a way. Watching them together makes me wish I had my own cute-nerd-sweet-like-you-for-who-you-are kinda boyfriend. And he kissed her hand in front of his parents! HOW SWEET IS THAT!!!???

Here are a few pictures of them together.(:

THIS ONE IS SO SWEET!!!:D

oh and pictures of other characters.(:

Oh I SWEAR I hate Naomi now. Though Jason is HOTTT!!!:D

So glad Annie turned back to normal.

SO SO SWEET.

Finally official.<3

Well besides that, i cannot wait for the next Gossip Girl episode. hehee. They look so hot in the pictures for the next episode: "It's a Wonderful Lie"

My OH SO SINFULLY GORGEOUS Ed Westwick.*drools*

(hey, a girl can dream.)

Somehow I hate this outfit of hers. Looks too heavy.

(Don't get me wrong, I love her other outfits.)

Would prefer this dress if it was long in the front.

This pic was just for fun.(:

I know I'm pretty much spoiling everything for y'all who haven't watched the whole of 90210 and wanna wait for the next episode of Gossip Girl, but I really couldn't resist the temptation of showing all these drop dead gorgeous people to everyone else. Sorry though.

Love Love, 

AliceAdrianna.